Lol.. i said that bcoz i dont like guys with long hair, but i like japanese hair style. one of my comments? hwere? yes! from LA, but i'm japanese ^^ you don't mind? :)

cantonese? so u're chinese?
me too, but only 25% haha^^

may we be friends?

like this sweet words:
Do the things you think you cannot do

WHAT ARE YOU SAYING HUH DANIEL? THAT mY mESSAGES mAKE YOU FALL ASLEEP? O.o yea it was kinda hard to understand your..random weird..replies towards the end haha. blood and creepy smiles are not HAWT aiite? I don't know ok! It's anime! Anyone could want to and actually SHANK anyone okie? (i kinda want to shank you right now =0) HEY...I'm caring...just...childish...and...a total clutz. Hey when are you on aim? Or should i really call you after 9? lol, why don't you call! The guy should call first!...uh even though this isn't relationship-ish. lmao I would just stuff your face with motrin or tell you to suck it up and stop being a baby! I don't know all that medicine stuff! I just take the usual robatussin and nyquil. Works well enough for me, and i keep drinking water...oh and i try not to get too well too soon or else i don't get my chance to skip school =D. I pee like every half hour when i keep drinking water lol. How can i not kill someone in a hospital? First of all there's all the scapels i can shank him with (accidentally of course...), needles i can play with, drugs drugs drugs (one time they had to put like 100 tubes of antidote in my arm, man did i feel high), all the electric interesting looking equipment. Like those...heart pump-a-ma-jiggers. Dinner plan? What dinner plan? O.o are you feeling ok? lol aw be smart! transfer! You can do better! You're Asian after all.
my shrimp buddies like me =] they good in my tummy! YOU try it! It FUN! Overkill? If peeling and gutting them are overkill, then what about when they get digested? Over over kill?

I'm NOT cute! Crazy! But not cute! ok..it kind of means im joking but i still want to wring your neck =D. *rolls eyes* I don't get this cute thing with guys. I get mad and yell and scream and pout at my bf and all he does is laugh, hug me and go "Aww! YOUR SO CUTE!" -____- it doesn't solve anything, but then again, anger doesn't solve anything. I just don't get your species...

Fine i can TOTALLY beat that! You might put love into every WORD, but i put the love in every LETTER and PUNCTUATION! HA! HA! HA! HAHAHAH! =D beat that SUCKA! And I'm not making you speak crazy, you already did, I'm just enhancing it. You can say i turn up the craziness...that didn't come out as cool as i wanted it to be...=(

Being young and hip means I've got things to do then reply to an old man lol. But don't worry, i enjoy every moment of reading your reply and equally the amount of enjoyment and love when i reply. If you're older than me, YOUR OLD. =p and there's a lot of people older than me. I'm a late baby so i'm actually ahead in school. I remember how much fun i had when i was 12 and everyone thought i was like 15. Yeah, good times. It was funner watching their expression. Always close to O.o and x_x. Especially the guys that hit on me, and then i say i'm 12 and then they're like HOLY CRAP! pwahahahahaaaaa. You have no idea how fun it is to mess with guy's heads, not that i'm messing with you ...or am i...*theme music don't DUN DUN*

But your like 20, so in a couple of months, you will be able to drink booze (don't!) and buy your dirty dirty pictures (shakes head in shame). Nope, messages not long enough lol. Ok i was lying, they are a good length and i love you for it! (internet huggies!<--ooh diapers..) I got mad at my bf again and i used you as an example and i said that you write me pages and pages of replies even though your at the brink of dying from exhaustion. =]He still doesn't call and he just broke another promise on taking me to the mall. >.< Nothing is changing even after all the pain and heartbreak. I don't get you guys. When there's a second chance it doesn't mean i'm just going to keep giving SECOND chances. *sigh* i swallowed all the hurt before, i'm fed up with doing that, but i just don't know what to do. (we'll leave this to actual conversation) Oh...this can count as a understanding-the-inner-girl-feelings test =D. But i have to tell you...i'm not ordinary girl with ordinary girl issues...O.o haha...i sound psycho.

CORRECTION daniel, it wasn't a BOOK! it was simply PAGES lol. And the lord of the rings is WAY longer. maybe if i collected and printed every message then maybe it will equal like HALF. You know how huge that thing is? i fell asleep and tossed it after 10 pages.

When i have not made you fall asleep by the end, then that is when i will be satisfied, no matter the length. But you still have to interest me =] (which i believe not to be that hard a task. Oh look! a pen!...pretty pen... x_x) You know i have a slave and she calls me sekuari-sempai =]. >.< i told her to use -chan instead of sempai though. SO OLD!

Your master demands...a LOONG comment reply to this promptly! OBEY! Don't make me bring out my whip! (ooh kinky)
You don't know where i'll pop up and shank you mwahahahahaha! If you were on the moon, it still wouldn't be safe lol. But then again, you'd miss me too much if you were on the moon =].

It's not exactly a break either, cause we're still arguing like nuts on the internet. So i just call it OFF. The contact and arguing is still on and i guess you can say the love too, but it's a little malfunctioning. The contact is on, and i guess...even with all the arguing, we're still trying to make a compromise and a common ground where we can stand happily on again. *sigh* so hard. And i just found out...a promise of change is not the actual answer and solution. Tell me, what am i doing wrong? and how it is so easy for you guys to throw away four years and tell me straight forward that maybe...maybe it's better to end it all, and then later come crawling back. How is it so easy to say such things? And why say them when you know you regret them later on. Is it worth the hurt on both sides, just so you can look macho for a second and keep up a wall?

Well, i don't care much for his manliness and dignity right now. I care about how this will affect us now and later on. I don't know how i hurt it, but i get the vibe that i did. I'm sorry for it, but it's not like he didn't hurt me equally. Even I got depressed, i mean, i'm usually pretty up and bouncing. I'm in philosophy mode 24/7, i'm not shallow at all. Well...shallowness is natuarl, but i'm not THAT shallow, i'm pretty deep. So there's my philosophical side. I'm no match for Socrates though, i do my thinking for enjoyment and finding out how i should live and what to reach for. Socrates did it for the world and the moving forward of mankind.

Well, all i can say to you on the love subject...find the ONE, and you'll never think about love the same. Almost as if...everything fell into place and all you need now is the Happily Ever After (que happy ending music).

Hey Danny *wave*,

how are you? I hope everything is alright.

Thanks a lot for your nice comment. I was really happy about it and I'm glad that you want to talk with me =). Besides, I like to meet new people, too. I'm very interested in other cultures and I want to know much about them ;). I'm sure you can tell me a lot of interesting things =).

You have a very interesting hobby if you ask me ;). Do you also like to dance in the disco? Do you know the "classic" dances like waltz?

It seems that you're romantic, right? To be honest I'm a little bit surprise because I don't know many boys who have a romantic core. May I ask you want your most romantic event was? And what kind of romantic do you like? (I hope you know what I mean >_< ). Besides, I'm very romantic, too =).

Aw, you have a dog! To my mind pets are wonderful. I have a cat and I love her with all of my heart. I can't imagine my life without her. Her name is "Polly" and she's black and white. She's sooo cute and 10 years old. That means she's an old lady *haha*. Do you want to show me a picture of you dog? *trusty look *

Hey, I was honest when I wrote that you're looking nice. To my mind you have a nice smile. By the way... you look a little bit like Harry Potter! *laugh* I think you have an affinity with him. Please don't hate me for saying this *run away* ;).

You asked me how I find you. Mhm, unfortunately I don't know you well enough to answer your question detailed. But at the first sight you seem to be very nice. I think you're a funny and communicative person who enjoy his life. To my mind you're a very interesting person and I want to know more about you. But only if you want that too *laugh*. When we know each other better I'll answer your question again, okay?

You're very sympathic because you like romantic animes too =). What is the most romantic anime / manga you have ever seen / read?

Nuremberg is situated in Germany more precisely in Bavaria. But I wasn't born here peculiar in Schwedt/Oder. That's a little town in Brandenburg near the polish border. Unfortunately nobody knows it =(.

I wish you a nice time!
I'm looking foward to hear from you soon.


Regards,

yours Gil =)

Alright...first of all...
I'm on aim ok you aim whore! =p (not seriously mad tone).
(serious madish jokish can't-wait-to-choke-the-life-out-of-you-ish)
HEY! i put my heart into replying to you too! Do you think i would even reply so much if i didn't? O.o 3 hours is a lot of out life you know! Especially my life since im still young and hip =D. SO STOP YOUR COmPLAINING OLD man! AND YES! WHAT IF I SAY THEY'RE NOT LONG ENOUGH HUH? HUH? HUH? YOU GONNA WRITE A LONGER ONE TO SATISFY YOUR mASTER? (<-- don't know where that line popped up but YES! YOUR mASTER! OBEY YOUR SEmPAI! ...ahh so old...)and anywayz, what life do you have outside contacting me? =D Im WAY mORE PRECIOUS THAN A mOVIE! DON'T EVER HAVE mE CATCH YOU IGNORING mE OVER A mOVIE! i've had enough of that ='( *weeping* ooohh whyy Lord? WHYYYYY?

erhem! anywho...aww no lebron =(. Oh weel, you met other people did you not? A whole table? hm..interesting (images of fan signs and guys waiting half naked with white t's in their hands *they better all have six packs and not flabs haha*)

Off doesn't neccesarily mean over. It was just OFF. Now it's ON, after DEEP DEEEEEP consideration, groveling, serious hurt egos (jp =p, but i think i hurt his machoness a bit), promises to the mall, tiffany's jewelry for Valentine's Day, and the worst of all, promises of change, i have decided to forgive and move on. We can't lag in the past, to live we have to walk upright and ready in the present. He's not a bad guy anyways, i've read your message and is replying this is instant, so i know guys can do some really stupid things sometimes and take things for granted, but what can i say? We're all human no matter how much we love. mistakes are part of us. Sometimes when i walk over to south pasadena (which isn't often) to meet him, i have to walk back home in the bitter cold after dark, but he can't really do anything about it so >.<. Love is hard, but i guess the hard part is what makes love worthwhile. Love is not taken for granted cause it's so hard. oohh that's a good one myspace quote! haha. When you find the one Daniel, you will understand. Hmm.. you can understand girl feelings huh? We'll see about that..we'll see...mwahahah! +_+

EHE lucky butt, don't sell ladies shoes. They would drive you nuts. "Do you have this in a different color?" "Do you have it in this size, oh oops this size. Oh no this size for this other shoe.." haha

Romantic pose? Blood covered hug?? ..right...Oh i didn't know she was propping him up and all O.o, i just kinda thought she was holding a dead body going "Oh my precious at last you can be with me FOREVER!" lol, or just stuck a knife up the guy's ribs. =D im pretty romantic huh? =p I told my bf that if he was sick i'd care for him, cook chicken soup and read stories to him. lol in reality i would warm up condensed chicken soup, and fight for the remote =D. I also told him if because of me he got worse, i'd take him to the hospital and sit by his side the whole time. But knowing me, my curiosity would lead me to the hospital equipment and end up killing him. When i said "Don't worry baby, it's better to know you will die at my hands than some other dirty guy." He sort of freaked out and told me to stop cause the "dying at my hands" thing was really scary. I don't think he'd let me in the hospital, let alone the room, i'm a really big clutz =D. I'll tell you one particular story when i get to talk to you on aim lol.

im sure pheonix isn't that bad! least your in college right? yep yep USC all the way! FIGHT ON! =]. Are you going to a different college once you settle a bit?

now i must get on to dinner! haha i was peeling and slautering and digging through the shrimp and they're so fun to play with. They're still dead, but if you straighten their body and squeeze their bodies just a bit below the head, the mucsles contract and they curl up. =D

Hey,

how are you? I hope everything is alright.
I think you look very nice on your pictures!
Do you want to talk with me?
What do you like to do in your free time?

I'm looking foward to reading from you!
Wish you a nice week!

Regards,

Gil :)

O_o huh? i dont get the no name thing..did i ever tell you my name? Naaa your messages are never boring! ='( what do you mean you LIKE bugging me? Why do people do that to me? They pist me off, i get mad, then they go aww your so cute >.< I DON'T GET IT! You guys are weird. YAY longER messages =3 i'll be staring at the screen ALL day..well..it's not like i don't do that everyday. haha. Is that supposed to be over an hour? HEY i spend like 3 hours for yours! I actually put thought and kindness into it =(. Are you telling me i did that for nothing? So what big NBA star's gona be there first? Did you see the slam dunk contest? pretty crazy man, paul wright pulled a Jordan =]. So when is Lebron showing up?

haha nevermind, your a guy, not likely you'll get girl's complicated feelings x_x. But the relationship is still OFF for now ='( he's such a mean asshole sometimes. But i can get pretty bitchy too. I kept calling him an old man and talking about other guys so he signed off on me =p. oh well, he's still the only crawling back to me }=].

haha women's shoes, your a total Al Bundy.

my CSS was awesome, i'm working on a new one. NO your's was all bloody! It's not romantic! It was so bloody! Fine, well my Kamui is better than your Death Note one, i mean i got nothing against Death Note, i love that series, but psh i can make better =3.

Ohh criminal justice O_o. haha selling shoes and criminal justice..i don't see the link there. =D but it's a good salary to start off with right? Especially Niketown. That's pretty good. DISCOUNT! haha University Of Pheonix isn't bad. I myself want to go straight to USC, but we'll see.

-___- old people these days are so unimaginative with their sns and emails. jeesh. I'm not so giddy about myspace either, but it comes in handy once in awhile. ..wow when was the last time i logged in...oh well. AP totally replaced it haha. >.< Some of my not-so-popular friends get so happy when they have new requests and comments, it's kinda freaky.
Well REPLY!!! im waiting =3 *and still working on that message >.<*

Duude! i've been meaning to respond to ALL your stuff to, like the other message and the lonnggg comment you left me the other day >.< arrggg well you have selling shoes as an extra, but school is killing me 2! so is my bf *fumes* >.<!! CAN you BELIEVE THAT BASTARD 1ST TOTALLY IGNORES mE, DOESN'T SUPPORT mE IN WHAT I FEEL LIKE DOING (WELL..BECAUSE HE'S IGNORING mE) AND THEN HE CALLS LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG AND DOESN'T EVEN HALF LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY!!! *gasp for air* *sigh* *sobbb* and the worst thing is..when i hung up, he only called back ONCE! waaaahh! lol i know it sounds all stupid but, you know even though if you won't pick up on that person, it's nice to know that they keep trying. I count all the time when im mad at him and don't pick up. The more he tries, the better i feel and i just might pick up again, you know? *SOB* stupid daniel (not u! haha) and the worst thing is. His mom's b-day's on Valentine's Day, so i'll never ever get to spend it with him. Jeez im having a bad day. *sigh* well how's life selling shoes? haha that reminds me of "married with children" so much. "Selling women's shoes." eheee Al Bundy. hahahahahaha =p.

well the site is now V5! obviously you know. YOUR CSS WAS SO SCARY! all bloody and...O_o. mine was awesome huh. *sniff* too bad it was only compatible with V4. =( stupid v5 ima have to look through codes and do another one >.<
hey i realized i never asked. What college do you go to and what's your major? Got a myspace? Sn? msn? haha ttyl

I'm the youngest of six. The oldest being thirty-two. My oldest sister ran away when she was twelve and then went to live with her mother. She now lives with her husband somewhere else. We only saw her once a year before she got married. I love having all my siblings. We're all strange and weird in one way or another and it's never dull when we're together. =) Because I so rarely see them, it's exciting when I do. Haha. I'm not happy in my home, so when at all possible, I'm not there. As long as I could take my dog with me, I'd be fine without ever looking back.

What im kinda not understanding is the drug part? arent you allergic to alot alot alot of thigs? LIKE ALOT! so how was your body able to take in all those drugs?

Drugs eff you up whether you're allergic or not. Honestly, they don't test you if you're allergic to E or anything, so you never know. I imagine all that time I was doing that is in partial to how I am now. (Have you SEEN Ozzie Osbourne?) Haha. Hardcore is like.. iuno how to explain it. It's a state of being unafraid of society and such. Lots of people say it's when you listen to punk rock/rock music, headbang till you're blue in the face and whatever, but that's not it at all. I stopped doing drugs and skipping school mostly because I realized that my niece (just one at that time) would be looking up to me. I didn't want her to be influenced by something like that and since I love children so much, I can't afford to be a horrible person. I want to be the best influence on any child possible. I'm now the best friend and favourite person of both my nieces. I absolutely cannot be that person anymore. I was fourteen when I started down that road, and seventeen when it stopped.

Haha. It takes practice, I guess. You have to think long term, which, with anything else, I have a very hard time with. You have to think "Okay, well if I buy this, is it going to last me a long time? Is it something I really want? I'm never going to get this money back and I worked hard for it." If you think it's worth it, then go ahead. And what I do, is I always put every check in the bank. Then I look and see if I need gas, if I do, I take out enough for gas. And I plan at least a month ahead before I buy anything. That way, I can set aside the money. It's really not hard, you just need to be dedicated. As for stealing, I didn't steal huge things. I figured I'd get caught if I did.

Haha. It's been pushed back to May because he's having trouble getting time off from work.

I have friends all over the world because of www.animeforum.com. I work there as a chat staff member. They have a forum (and chat) with mostly anime related thing. But there is RPG, graphic design, everything you can imagine now. Whe nI first started attending the site it was strictly anime and it was called mooniemail.com. Rofl. We have members from Slovnia, Canada, Austrailia, all over Europe and the US and Asia, too. They're everywhere, really. I have like.. four best friends. One in Canada, one in Oregon, one in Nevada, and one in Montana. =) People come from all over to go there, it's really a great place.

Iuno what we're gonna do when I go to Oregon. Prolly just laze around, play with his ferrets and play WoW or something. lawlz. And they don't know about the Montana trip yet. But they should have no problem. I've known him for seven years and I told my mom about him when I met him, so bleh.

Lol. It's a fire protection company. =P We sell/service fire protection equipment.

Accidents happen all the time and most, any good, tattoo-er knows how hard to push and when/how/etc. But IF something happens, you sign a sheet before you get the tattoo saying you understand all this and they won't get in trouble. They cut you open, cut the vein, take it out, and fix it up so that you can work without it. Obviously, I don't know all the detail, but that's the basics of how it works.

Just because you're colorblind, doesn't mean you can't tell colors apart. All colors have hues when in greyscale. Red is darker than yellow, yellow darker than green. You can tell the difference of most of the color. Obviously pinks are hard to see and all that. But most colorblind people can drive. He just couldn't do the computer job he wanted to because there was detail in coloring and he can't tell complex differences between diffrent shades of one color. (Light blues, pinks to reds, that kind of stuff.)

I believe that as long as you're happy loving that person, there's not much reason to stop. As long as you're not putting your life on hold and accepting new possibilities. I've just found that when I do date others, it's not all my heart I'm putting into it and it's unfair to that person that they're putting everything they have into me, and I'm barely giving back.

Sadly, no. Thats not me in the pic. But a lot of people do compare me with Jerry Yan but ONLY because of the hair. My hairs actually longer than the one on the pic right now which means I'll need to visit the barber (or salon, if I have the cash to spare) pretty soon.

Haha. I know where you're coming from. I used to just pass out anywhere because I was always tired. Now I'm hardly ever tired and can never sleep. Oh joy, Insomnia. So really, I get the tired thing

I love shoes, I can't help it. So he decided on Boots. I feel like the monkey from Dora, though. rofl. it's not that I'm all "COMPLIMENTS, OMGZ NO". I just don't like them, or find them necessary. I'm confident in myself and have a pretty big (though barely noticable) ego, so compliments aren't really something I need.

I really have never let my parents control me. They're absurdly controlling and it's driven my sister crazy and my other sister ran away when she was younger than I am not, because of how controlling they are. Iuno. I just never let them have that edge. They took something away from me, I took it back. They grounded me, I left and didn't come home. It's finally to the point where they realise they have no hold on me now. Being kicked out no longer scares me, and I'm just fine with not living with them- So they have no leviredge. But~ I'm also responsible now. I used to be a hardcore druggie and whatever. I skipped school all the time, did drugs up the whazoo, partied, all that crazy stuff. Since I've already been there, I've realized that isn't the life I want- So I don't partake in those things anymore. And I've always been good with money. Haha. I used to steal a lot when I was younger and I always took money and saved it, rather than spend it. If I want someone, I save and set aside the money for it. I'm saving right now to go to Montana in March and visit my friend. =)

Being scolded is irritating to everyone. That's why I gave up arguing when they yell and just agree with everything they say. That's everything they want to hear anyway. - By "push the limit" I'm including my tattoo and my visiting Oregon and Montana. In Oregon is one of my best friends, he's 25 and I'll be staying with him by myself. My parents really don't like the idea of that, but I'm doing it anyway. And they don't even KNOW about the Montana trip yet. Hehe.

My birthday is the first of September, and no, I'm not a big birthday person. I don't like a lot of attention just because it's my birthday. I hate holidays like that. You should appreciate someone 365 days a year, not just Christmas, their birthday, Valentine's day or whenever.

I'm very eager to move. I'm very unhappy living at home and though I love my parents and my house, I can't stand to be caged like that anymore. I do much better when I'm taking care of myself. I'm much happier and much more responsible that way.

Two of my brothers are in their thirties, just barely. The other is 26. -- Hha. I love kids, doesn't matter if they cry or not. I don't find them hard to take at all. I'm really good with kids, go figure I never had a younger sibling. Haha. There was a LOT wrong with that relationship and it progressivley got worse as the years passed. And no, it's not his baby. It's her ex-husbands. And no, he's not "poppin" the question any time soon. I work in the same facility with two of my brothers. =P That's all you need to know.

It's actually very easy for the artist to push to hard. It's just pushing, afterall. When that happens, it's literally ink poisoning. In which case, they take out the infected vein(s). They expect you to know before you get a tattoo, they don't have any liability. And I actually don't know why color hurts more. The outline hurts because it's the first thing you get done, by the time they start the inside, you're usually used to the pain, or numb.

He's lived there his whole life. =P

He wanted to do computer and field stuff, but you needed to see color, and obviously, he can't. No, it's not hard for him to drive, but when it comes down to the red or blue wire, he would have no idea. And no, he hasn't had a lot of problems.

And uh. You can love someone who has a girlfriend. That's really stupid to say that you can't. Really naive, too. And now that you've said that, I don't feel like talking about it.

...what more can i ask for? WHAT DO YOU mmmeann? EWWW!! PORN STAR? ack! lol my friend Andrew was like yea, you can see him on Limewire! ehe..ew..ew ...ew. HE LOOKS LIKE ONE?...either you've been looking TOO much, or too LITTLE!! ..well...he DOES have a BIG ass...>.< see what you have made me done? ewwww!! nasty images! GET OUT! pity? YOU wana be a porn star? eat, sleep, sex, eat, sleep, sex. Ugly girls, hot girls, ...infected girls, you do them all. But i wonder how he became a teacher with that kind of background. Hmm..must have been some wild teen days.

I know Daniel isn't a unique name, but i haven't met anyone else named that..well i have just not..frequntly...anyways, well his name is special to me okie? =] it's like what one of those icons say. "my heart skips a beat at the sound of your name.." or something going along those lines...O_o Awww! you should feel special! Everyone whose my friend is special =D *BIG GOOFY RETARDED SPECCIALLL Smileeee* ehe

you don't got to know my name *wink wink* my name's unique that way =D

ohh and since i saw your pictureeeee. Please don't go blind with mine...

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ps: ...you have a REALLY scary CSS...it's a really nice hug..but really..i'd tell the girl to take a damn shower.

LOL OHMYGSH.
I took it out.
I was really bored that day.
Oh man.
Aha I think guys look better w/long emoish hair.
Just my opinion.
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That's what i thought too..that Kira and Cagalli will be together but when Kira meets Lacus I cahnged my mind and put it into Kira and Lacus, and when I first saw Kira and Cagalli together which is in the 1st episode I both examined them and I said they look alike there eyes were like twins but different colors..so yea..and I was correct..Kira and Cagalli we're twins..LOL but my favorite characters in gundam seed destiny are..

Lacus Clyne
Kira Yamato or Hibiki
Lunamaria Hawke
Cagalli Yula Attha or Hibiki
and
Meer Campbell

I know a few people with my name, but they spell it "Kristin" (which is stupid). I was named after my aunt, so of course she has the same name. =)

Haha. You picked up on that, eh? Compliments make me uncomfortable and I don't like them much. x_o I'd much rather give than receive. Uhm, my nicknames are mostly based on personality or other names I've gone by. My brothers have their own set of nicknames they gave me when I was little, and like-- one of my coworkers calls me "boots" because I'm always wearing them. (High heeled boots, snow boots.. I love boots. ;_;..)

My parents have always had issues with their temper, and if it's okay, I'd rather not go into it too much. -- Haha, your sister sounds like me. I'm a big trouble maker for my parents and I'm always pushing the limit. Especially now that I'll be ninteen this year, but it helps that they realize they can't do anything about it. I'm no longer afraid of being punished via scolding, hitting or kicked out of my house- So they have nothing to use. It also helps that I have people who let me stay with them when times get tough in my house. I'm looking around for apartments and such and I intend to be out of my own home in the fall. But, we'll see how it goes. I never steal anything, though. Rofl. I used to be like that, but I got over it right fast. I've borrowed my brothers clothes before, no biggie. One time I stayed over his apartment, I forgot pants, so I wore his. Ha.

Yeah, pretty much. My oldest brother has been married for several years and is on his third child. (He's finally having a boy!), my second oldest just got out of a fourteen year relationship and is now supporting his new girlfriend while she has the baby from her ex, but he intends to be the father figure- and my third oldest brother is planning on popping the question to his girlfriend sometime soon. They're looking for a house together and such and he's basically like a dad to her son. (She's his best friends sister, ahaha.) And they're not like ghosts at all. When I was younger, I never saw my oldest brother, but now that I'm older, I see him all the time and we get along much better. I actually work with him here, as I do with my second oldest brother. So I see them quite frequently now, it's nice. & Yeah, my third oldest brother considers MY dad to be HIS dad, though HIS dad was generally present, he didn't get to see him often until he was older.

My dad's been hospitalized a lot because he's been smoking for 43 years. (DON'TSMOKE!) So nothing has ever gone all that well. The scan's possibility of bursting a hole in your heart is, as I said, like a million to one. The doctor navigates the camera up and obviously, if there is a weak spot, it's more likely that the camera can puncture your heart. My fathers heart is junk, so that's basically what happened. The scan was to look into his heart to find if there was any blockage in his valves that would prevent his heart from functioning properly.

Haha, there are LOTS to worry about with tattoos. Infection, poison, etcetc. The ink, if the tattoo artist pushes to hard, can go into your blood stream and BOOM, you need surgery ASAP. And tattoos dont fade because you get older, they fade with exposure to the sun and not being taken care of properly. They don't always fade right away, either. If they're taken care of expertly, they won't fade or won't fade much at all. - Usually tattoo places give you one free touch up and then you have to pay for everyone after that (because it's usually your fault that it needs a touch up.)

No, the wings will just be black outlined. =) Color hurts more than black and outlines hurt more than detail.

Lol. It's just how I think about it. AHaha, one of my best friends lives in Las Vegas! :D

Annnd, I guess I just have to do without them. I can't make him not colorblind, and he's really okay with it. He's been colorblind his whole life, so we know what he's missing out on, but he doesn't really and it doesn't bother him much. What DID bother him is that he joined the Air Force and couldn't do the job he wanted to BECAUSE he's colorblind. So he got stuck doing something he doesn't enjoy that much.

And he DOES live in another state. He used to live in Maryland, but now he's stationed in Montana. =) So it is a long way, but I could deal with it. I've known him for about seven years, so he means a lot to me, so the distance is just a little speed bump. But I would move for him if he asked me to, (and any one of my friends can vouch for me, I would NEVER leave where I live now because my family and my nieces are here- but if he asked, I'd pick my stuff up in a second.) And yeah, it doesn't sound nice at all, but bleh. It's very complicated. I'm not going to entirely try to take him from his girlfriend, but if he breaks up with her for me, that's tough for her and I won't feel bad because I didn't do anything or act any one way to get him to do it. If that makes any sense. I honestly, love this kid more than air so I would do anything for him. On and off for the last six years we've had feelings for each other. But he had a girlfriend, or I had a boyfriend, so we never got back together (yes, he's my ex.) But now that I can go visit and stuff, I think this is finally my chance to win him back, you know? All my friends are telling me he's acting like he still has feelings for me and whatnot, so while I won't get my hopes up, I can't help but wish for it. I've always passed up my chances to get back together with him for something else, but this time I'm not going to. [shrug] I can't help that it sounds mean, or anything. I'm not OUT to break them up, but if it happens, I won't torture myself over it and I'll take it to my advantage. I hate to say it, but I deserve him more than she does.

Ohh yea...Daniel...
interesting name you have their..Daniel...
pwahahahaha this is weird! Daniel's my bf's name and i haven't really met anyone else whose name is Daniel and that i talk to often. This is weird to get used to. O_o ..Daniel...ahahahha